Friday, November 4, 2011

Unfolded words from a deep crease

Love note #1

I wrote myself a note.
This time not of darkness, forboding, and wonder.
Not murky and tumultuously existential.

It was a note of appreciation.
A note that said, proudly, look what you did!
As one would say to a brave toddler.

A note so simple, uncomplicated.
No criticism or doubt or insidious trap doors.
No what-ifs nor hesitancy allowed.

A visual, visible note to me.
A concrete reminder around mental blockades.
To make it real and mine and true.

Admittedly, it was a love note!
The first from me to me, a profession of love.
How did I not do this sooner?

The first note of many more.
I have spent too much time licking my wounds.
Now to delight in new possibility.

Dear little Lia,
You ask for a good life and you work for it.
Let yourself have it openly.

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